To stare at a sleeping baby

I watched Claire's monitor for several minutes the other night.  She was sitting up in her bed.  She went back to bed on her own.  Precious angel.

Ashley Landry (Debbie and Kenneth Landry's daughter) and her husband Chris, lost their 19 month old baby on Monday.  They put him to bed a healthy baby boy and he didn't wake up (at least to my knowledge). I am heartbroken for them and am so worried about my baby girl.  We never know when God will need us or our family members, but death does not discriminate against age.

I need to say prayer for their family and ask God to hold them close as they grieve and hope He blesses them again soon with a new baby.  Not to take Cade's place but to share Cade's short life story.

Mom wanted to me to show this story to Carey but I know it won't help.  He didn't want ANY children, not sure he actually had a reason, but he compromised and now we have a perfectly healthy baby girl, a true blessing.  I can only ask God to open his heart for another child and hope that within the next year or so, that I can have another one.  And just one is enough.  I think I'm meant to have a baby boy.  :)

ANYTHING is possible with God right? YEAH, that's what I hear.

I know every story is different.  Every mother's tale is different.  I just hope that my story is only beginning with Claire and perhaps I can start a new chapter maybe Ari Michael Poche is in my future.