'Seek and you shall find, knock and it shall be opened to you." Matthew 7:7 or Luke 11:9 I believe. I use that today b/c I can't find my devotional. I read the readings and the paragraph last night, but I have no idea where I put it.
Carey and I had one of very few big fights last night and although I am over it and I think we've moved on, I feel like he's distancing himself from me. It's unlike him, however I don't want to ask about it just yet, as that will only make it worse, if I'm over reacting. I'll give it a few day, I'm sure I'm reading into nothing.
He's such a wonderful person, I don't want to be upset or mad at him, I don't want to fight with him. We work so well together. I know God will release the tension, if there even is any. I just want to be a good wife. I don't want to be bossy, or nagging, I just want to make him happy and love him like he's never been loved. I know I love him like I've never loved anyone before. I think that he loves me that much as well.
We're a good team. I know that for sure.
On another note: Jeremiah 29:11 came up again today.
But again, I have to remind you of that verse 12 "when you call me, when you come and pray to me, I will listen."
Guess I need to have another conversation with my Lord on this one.
Carey and Gwen
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Set it on Fire
As we move forward in the Lenten season, the things that we are doing or giving up should come easier. I am finally starting to lose the urge to drink a coke/dr. pepper, but the finding the time to sit and read scripture and reflect on it is tough. I'm about to go for a 6 mile run with Betsy LeBlanc Holtzclaw, but I thought I'd spend a little time here first.
Today we're talking about the Lord not trying to impart facts or knowledge on us, but calling us to change. That's what Lent is about.
Needless to say I never got back to this yesterday, but did have few faith based conversations yesterday, and I think that is what our life is about. Communicating about and with the Lord. I know I probably cursed a little more than normal about some $ issues, but that always gets me stressed. Overall I can't really complain, yesterday was a wonderful day. I ran only 5.03 miles, but had a wonderful meeting with Ed Chaffin of the Human Capital Initiative. I had the Birkman Assessment meeting and just let me tell you that that meeting was meant to happen, just like everything is.
I got to see Danielle, Doni and Davis and my Ashley came stay the night and brought me dinner. I am so blessed with a great group of friends. I skyped with Nicole for an hour probably, it was just a nice weekend. Maybe Carey should be away more often. HA.
Going back to the Lord's call for us to change, I need to adjust my focus and make the things in my life, the work that I do, more directed towards what He wants from me. How can I take the tasks that I do daily and move them in the direction of being faith based, faith centered or God centered. Today God reminds us that with the new covenant He has written on our hearts Jeremiah 31:31-34 (something that cannot be erased I promise you) ... I will be thier God and they will be my people. No longer will they have need to teach their friends and kinsmen how to know the Lord. All, from least to greatest, shall know me, says the Lord, for I will forgive their evildoing and remember their sin no more." Again his promises to make our lives fulfilled, we just have to KNOW Him and communicate with Him. We have to take responsibility for our actions, all of them. We have to try to be better at life in general. Every moment is God given and should be God centered. God is soooo grand that nothing is too small or insignificant for Him, some times I find that people don't get that. They don't understand how amazing He is. He's "strong enough to take my dreams, come and give them wings," b/c without Him, "there's nothing I cannot do." Britt Nicole says it is so brilliantly in her song "Set the World on Fire" here it is again if you forgot what it sounds like.
Hebrews 5:9 Reminds us that "when He was made perfect, he became the source of salvation for all who obey Him." Why is that so difficult for us? That's proof at how powerful temptation and sin actually is. Not only has the obedience to our Lord been taught to us to as a way to salvation but the law has been written on our hearts. It's inside of us to be His children...all we have to do is listen. He died for us...to live. That's a fire that can't be put out.
Off to celebrate mass, receive Jesus' body and blood into my body so I can do His work this week.
Lord teach me your paths and guide me in the way of your truths, for you are God, my Savior.
Today we're talking about the Lord not trying to impart facts or knowledge on us, but calling us to change. That's what Lent is about.
Needless to say I never got back to this yesterday, but did have few faith based conversations yesterday, and I think that is what our life is about. Communicating about and with the Lord. I know I probably cursed a little more than normal about some $ issues, but that always gets me stressed. Overall I can't really complain, yesterday was a wonderful day. I ran only 5.03 miles, but had a wonderful meeting with Ed Chaffin of the Human Capital Initiative. I had the Birkman Assessment meeting and just let me tell you that that meeting was meant to happen, just like everything is.
I got to see Danielle, Doni and Davis and my Ashley came stay the night and brought me dinner. I am so blessed with a great group of friends. I skyped with Nicole for an hour probably, it was just a nice weekend. Maybe Carey should be away more often. HA.
Going back to the Lord's call for us to change, I need to adjust my focus and make the things in my life, the work that I do, more directed towards what He wants from me. How can I take the tasks that I do daily and move them in the direction of being faith based, faith centered or God centered. Today God reminds us that with the new covenant He has written on our hearts Jeremiah 31:31-34 (something that cannot be erased I promise you) ... I will be thier God and they will be my people. No longer will they have need to teach their friends and kinsmen how to know the Lord. All, from least to greatest, shall know me, says the Lord, for I will forgive their evildoing and remember their sin no more." Again his promises to make our lives fulfilled, we just have to KNOW Him and communicate with Him. We have to take responsibility for our actions, all of them. We have to try to be better at life in general. Every moment is God given and should be God centered. God is soooo grand that nothing is too small or insignificant for Him, some times I find that people don't get that. They don't understand how amazing He is. He's "strong enough to take my dreams, come and give them wings," b/c without Him, "there's nothing I cannot do." Britt Nicole says it is so brilliantly in her song "Set the World on Fire" here it is again if you forgot what it sounds like.
Hebrews 5:9 Reminds us that "when He was made perfect, he became the source of salvation for all who obey Him." Why is that so difficult for us? That's proof at how powerful temptation and sin actually is. Not only has the obedience to our Lord been taught to us to as a way to salvation but the law has been written on our hearts. It's inside of us to be His children...all we have to do is listen. He died for us...to live. That's a fire that can't be put out.
Off to celebrate mass, receive Jesus' body and blood into my body so I can do His work this week.
Lord teach me your paths and guide me in the way of your truths, for you are God, my Savior.
Thursday, March 22, 2012
A Personal Relationship
Carey is off on a bachelor party weekend w/ friends and Reagan is spending the night with me, as I don't want to sleep alone. HA...i know I'm a sissy. We've been having general "religious" conversation and I think it's been good for both of us and put a couple of things into perspective about what we believe as Catholics and what we believe as Christians, yes two different things. Sometimes, heck most times, it can be overwhelming, faith that is. Do we really have it? Do we have enough? How do we get more? What do we believe and what do we not believe? How do we know we're doing the right things? That is what Faith is isn't it?
Hebrews 11:1 Faith is the realization of what is hoped for and evidence of things not seen. We just have to have it. 6: But without faith it is impossible to please Him, for any who approaches God must believe that He exists and that He rewards those who seek Him. I'm a firm believer that He/Him when referencing God should be capitalized...DUH.
The devotion today touched on having that personal relationship with God, just being able to talk to Him like a friend. The coincidence or "Godwink" was that Reagan and I were talking about how important that truly is in life. We have to have a friend in Jesus Christ, He is a Savior. Our sins are forgiven, but we still have to admit to our friend that we did Him wrong. It really makes the relationship stronger.
We have to ask God for help in finding the words because He already knows what is in our heart.
Hebrews 11:1 Faith is the realization of what is hoped for and evidence of things not seen. We just have to have it. 6: But without faith it is impossible to please Him, for any who approaches God must believe that He exists and that He rewards those who seek Him. I'm a firm believer that He/Him when referencing God should be capitalized...DUH.
The devotion today touched on having that personal relationship with God, just being able to talk to Him like a friend. The coincidence or "Godwink" was that Reagan and I were talking about how important that truly is in life. We have to have a friend in Jesus Christ, He is a Savior. Our sins are forgiven, but we still have to admit to our friend that we did Him wrong. It really makes the relationship stronger.
We have to ask God for help in finding the words because He already knows what is in our heart.
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Jeremiah 29:11
I worked late today, had our first volleyball game of the season (Desi, Marie, Amber, Max and Kevin), which we won and then I did a bit of work from home. So it's 10:28 and I haven't devoted any of my time to scripture.
A few weeks ago I called into The Catholic Guy on Satellite radio channel 129. It was a Lenten game and my question was "what are the three pillars of lent?" Boo yow, I know this...I knew it and I won a book. Today it came in the mail - I was excited to finally get it, but was more excited to see that Mark Hart had autographed it and beneath his signature was Jeremiah 29:11-12. Funny b/c I need to go look up the 12 part. This is my favorite verse...found it a few years ago and it has been my go to verse ever sense. Now I may have to add 12 to that, b/c I am in love with it as well. "When you call me, when you go to pray to me, I will listen to you." It's everything we need to know in one verse.
I know my plans for you, says the Lord, plans for your welfare, not for woe, plans to give you a future full of hope. And then he says, when you call to me, I will listen. What a great way to begin this book "Holier than Thou." I believe it to me more than coincidence. I believe God has given me an extra jolt today...a simple reminder. The introduction noted that we shouldn't forget the words of the prophet Isaiah: For my thoughts are not our thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, says the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your way and my thoughts than your thoughts.
I need to leave it up to God. Today I prayed for a better day than yesterday and although I was busy and ate lunch in record time, it was indeed better. I'll pray for the same for tomorrow. Lots to do, lots going on.
God be with me.
A few weeks ago I called into The Catholic Guy on Satellite radio channel 129. It was a Lenten game and my question was "what are the three pillars of lent?" Boo yow, I know this...I knew it and I won a book. Today it came in the mail - I was excited to finally get it, but was more excited to see that Mark Hart had autographed it and beneath his signature was Jeremiah 29:11-12. Funny b/c I need to go look up the 12 part. This is my favorite verse...found it a few years ago and it has been my go to verse ever sense. Now I may have to add 12 to that, b/c I am in love with it as well. "When you call me, when you go to pray to me, I will listen to you." It's everything we need to know in one verse.
I know my plans for you, says the Lord, plans for your welfare, not for woe, plans to give you a future full of hope. And then he says, when you call to me, I will listen. What a great way to begin this book "Holier than Thou." I believe it to me more than coincidence. I believe God has given me an extra jolt today...a simple reminder. The introduction noted that we shouldn't forget the words of the prophet Isaiah: For my thoughts are not our thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, says the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your way and my thoughts than your thoughts.
I need to leave it up to God. Today I prayed for a better day than yesterday and although I was busy and ate lunch in record time, it was indeed better. I'll pray for the same for tomorrow. Lots to do, lots going on.
God be with me.
Monday, March 19, 2012
"Put 'em up, put 'em up!"
Courage, that's the word today. Literally.
Behold, the angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream and said, "Joseph, son of David do not be afraid to take Mary your wife into your home. For it is through the holy Spirit that this child has been conceived in her." Matthew 1:20
Joseph and Mary both showed great courage. Similar amounts would be needed even now. Probably more than then. I don't know and I assume that with God's grace I would have been able, but I don't know that I could have so freely excepted what was happening. It gets me to thinking, am I the sort of person that God would choose to do "anything" He asks? What do I need to do differently? A lot that's for sure, but where do I even begin. I am sort of scaring myself here. But as a christian and a child of Christ we aren't meant to understand everything nor are we meant to try to be perfect. We just have to keep trying to be better, we have to talk to Him, admit our faults and ask for help. We have to ask for forgiveness and grace, but we need to try to be the best we can. If at first we don't succeed, try, try again.
The important thing I read today was in Matthew's gospel- "Jesus came and saved us from our sins."
Halleluyer...
Behold, the angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream and said, "Joseph, son of David do not be afraid to take Mary your wife into your home. For it is through the holy Spirit that this child has been conceived in her." Matthew 1:20
Joseph and Mary both showed great courage. Similar amounts would be needed even now. Probably more than then. I don't know and I assume that with God's grace I would have been able, but I don't know that I could have so freely excepted what was happening. It gets me to thinking, am I the sort of person that God would choose to do "anything" He asks? What do I need to do differently? A lot that's for sure, but where do I even begin. I am sort of scaring myself here. But as a christian and a child of Christ we aren't meant to understand everything nor are we meant to try to be perfect. We just have to keep trying to be better, we have to talk to Him, admit our faults and ask for help. We have to ask for forgiveness and grace, but we need to try to be the best we can. If at first we don't succeed, try, try again.
The important thing I read today was in Matthew's gospel- "Jesus came and saved us from our sins."
Halleluyer...
Sunday, March 18, 2012
John 3:17
This sort of makes me laugh. Not because it's funny, but b/c so often we hear John 3:16 we forget what comes next. I bet few people can keep going.
John 3:17 "For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world might be saved through him."
God has already saved us. I think I'll just leave it at that today. I need to enjoy a little time with my husband. I love my God...love my husband too.
John 3:17 "For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world might be saved through him."
God has already saved us. I think I'll just leave it at that today. I need to enjoy a little time with my husband. I love my God...love my husband too.
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Oh that today you hear His Voice
Psalm 95:7 "Oh that today you would hear his voice."
I like that. Not if. Today. I'm sure we heard His voice more than once. But did we listen to what He was saying to us? In Luke's Gospel is tells us (vs 23) "whoever is not with me is against me, and whoever does not gather with me scatters." It is amazing how some things are so clear and then others are very hard to understand. I think we have to make an effort to understand, but again it is not our purpose to know all. God knows all. We just have to trust Him. I know how hard it is to trust those we know and love. I thought for a moment that it was harder to trust God, but if I look at my life and all the good things that have happened, I'm reassured that He is our Savior because I'm reminded daily by good things people do.
That leads me into today's scripture:
Mark 12:30 I asked Aidan if he recognized this verse. I believe most if not all Christians know this one by heart, but to say that I knew it was Mark 12:30, would be a lie. "You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul with all your mind and with all your strength." I know how much I love my family and my nephews/godchildren...it's a lot. So loving the Lord with ALL of our heart, soul, mind and strength is beyond comprehension. So then to take that and think that God's love for us in return is far grander, well I'm just can't even fathom how much that is. WOW! I mean seriously....WOW. The devotion today asks to you consider something similar to what I just mentioned. I know that when Carey is upset with me, which thankfully is a rare thing, it it painful. I miss him when he's away and I truly long to be with him as often as I can. I love him that much. Shame to say, but I'm complete with him in my life. Same goes for the relationship God calls us to have with Him. We should hurt when we're in sin and separated from Him, but feel whole and complete and in true graceful happiness. Life is bliss when God is present, it really is and those time when we experience Him as completely as humanly possible, well anything and everything is possible. The sky is truly the limit.
We just need to spend time silently listening for Him, so we can hear his voice.
I like that. Not if. Today. I'm sure we heard His voice more than once. But did we listen to what He was saying to us? In Luke's Gospel is tells us (vs 23) "whoever is not with me is against me, and whoever does not gather with me scatters." It is amazing how some things are so clear and then others are very hard to understand. I think we have to make an effort to understand, but again it is not our purpose to know all. God knows all. We just have to trust Him. I know how hard it is to trust those we know and love. I thought for a moment that it was harder to trust God, but if I look at my life and all the good things that have happened, I'm reassured that He is our Savior because I'm reminded daily by good things people do.
That leads me into today's scripture:
Mark 12:30 I asked Aidan if he recognized this verse. I believe most if not all Christians know this one by heart, but to say that I knew it was Mark 12:30, would be a lie. "You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul with all your mind and with all your strength." I know how much I love my family and my nephews/godchildren...it's a lot. So loving the Lord with ALL of our heart, soul, mind and strength is beyond comprehension. So then to take that and think that God's love for us in return is far grander, well I'm just can't even fathom how much that is. WOW! I mean seriously....WOW. The devotion today asks to you consider something similar to what I just mentioned. I know that when Carey is upset with me, which thankfully is a rare thing, it it painful. I miss him when he's away and I truly long to be with him as often as I can. I love him that much. Shame to say, but I'm complete with him in my life. Same goes for the relationship God calls us to have with Him. We should hurt when we're in sin and separated from Him, but feel whole and complete and in true graceful happiness. Life is bliss when God is present, it really is and those time when we experience Him as completely as humanly possible, well anything and everything is possible. The sky is truly the limit.
We just need to spend time silently listening for Him, so we can hear his voice.
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
What is really important in life?
I just finished looking at pictures from someones "pre-wedding" times and a few from the big day. Only for this young lady, she's suffering from a rare cancer and had to shave her head 3 weeks before her big day. Her "honeymoon" the monday after her wedding began with a round of chemo therapy. Every picture brought more tears to my eyes. I don't even know this young lady, probably will never meet her. It just put my life, my purpose and the time that I spend with my husband into perspective. I know it's relatively cliche and I say it all the time, but it's true. I'm lucky to be healthy...why do I waste so much time worrying about the unnecessary and doing things, that aren't "paid forward." When will I truly realize what is important in my life...my only "need" right now is a pair of blue jeans that make me feel great...and then I don't really "need" that either. Guess I'm doing pretty well aren't I?
The days are slipping away
As I finally decided to take a moment for the devotion tonight, I realized that yesterday was Tuesday and I was further behind that I thought. I didn't even finish the thought at the end of yesterdays post. Nor did I realize that I didn't even write on yesterday's readings and gospel. If I don't sit down right when I get home I won't be fully devoted to what I'm doing. It's late now and I'm tired and I have 6 readings instead of three.
Something just struck me with one of them...it involved studying the scripture and really getting to know our Catholic faith, something I think most Catholic needs to do, me included. One thing that is always said about Catholics is that they don't know the scriptures, and they don't know enough of the Catholic faith to "defend" it, the sad part is that a defence is even necessary. The common theme is that we believe in one God, the Father the Almighty creator of heaven and Earth of all things visible and invisible...need I go on? So the devotional piece for yesterday says "you can't love what you don't know," If you want to fall in love with Christ, seek to find Him in the scripture. And if you want to fall in love with the Church, her wisdom awaits you in many writings and goes on to talk about the Catechism of the Catholic Church. Although all of it is backed by scripture, I think it's most important to study the actual word of God than the Catechism, although like few Catholics, I actually own a copy.
The other big theme, from yesterday actually, I think I got them mixed up, was taken from Daniel 3:37 "For we are reduced, O Lord, beyond any other nation, brought low everywhere in the world this day because of our sins." It's just a reminder that our sin doesn't just affect us as individuals but it in deed affects the entire body of Christ. We are one. If we as Christians don't stand up for those things that are morally right and faithful, we'll be all alone end the end and Christ will say, I gave you more than one opportunity, but did you take it? Brings me back to the little things that are so important to moving us closer and into a stronger relationship with Christ each day.
My good Christian friend Katie Pritchett Crawford and I had a conversation yesterday evening about a bunch of different things, but one thing she reminded me of what that when we read and study scripture it is not possible to understand everything. It is not our job to think we do or can know and understand everything Heck if that was the case would we need a God? She's one of my go to Christians. She is one of the many blessings I thank God for giving me. I don't know where I'd be without her. I know when I'm struggling with a belief she can give me guidance, when I just need prayer, she is one of my warriors. Sometimes I just need to hear her say "Hey bats" and that makes everything ok. Looking back, I think we were meant to "grow" together. Of course God knew what he was doing, but having her in my life now just means more to me that I could have imagined.
So I'm going on to read the scriptures for today...I love the Psalms, mainly (and I hate to admit it) because they remind of all the songs and responsorials (Psalms) we'd sing in church when we were kids. Lord make me know your ways. Teach me your paths and guide me in the way of your truth, for you are God my Savior." Psalm 25:4-5
The gospel of Matthew today is the story about forgiving not just 7 times, but 7 x 7 times. Matthew 18:35 says "So will my heavenly Father do to you, unless each of you forgives his brother from the heart." Forgiveness is not something that is done easily, in fact I think it may the hardest thing to do, it takes time and strength. I believe very few people are able to truly forgive someone who has trespassed against them.
I finish off with more words from Matthew's gospel - yet another reminder of what we are on this earth to do. Chapter 5:19 "Therefore, whoever breaks on of the least of these commandments and teaches others to do so will be called least in the kingdom of heaven. But whoever obeys and teaches these commandments will be called greatest in the kingdom of heaven."
Well duh...really now? Why can't we just trust Him will all that we have? I guess it's just as easy to forgive our enemies isn't it?
Something just struck me with one of them...it involved studying the scripture and really getting to know our Catholic faith, something I think most Catholic needs to do, me included. One thing that is always said about Catholics is that they don't know the scriptures, and they don't know enough of the Catholic faith to "defend" it, the sad part is that a defence is even necessary. The common theme is that we believe in one God, the Father the Almighty creator of heaven and Earth of all things visible and invisible...need I go on? So the devotional piece for yesterday says "you can't love what you don't know," If you want to fall in love with Christ, seek to find Him in the scripture. And if you want to fall in love with the Church, her wisdom awaits you in many writings and goes on to talk about the Catechism of the Catholic Church. Although all of it is backed by scripture, I think it's most important to study the actual word of God than the Catechism, although like few Catholics, I actually own a copy.
The other big theme, from yesterday actually, I think I got them mixed up, was taken from Daniel 3:37 "For we are reduced, O Lord, beyond any other nation, brought low everywhere in the world this day because of our sins." It's just a reminder that our sin doesn't just affect us as individuals but it in deed affects the entire body of Christ. We are one. If we as Christians don't stand up for those things that are morally right and faithful, we'll be all alone end the end and Christ will say, I gave you more than one opportunity, but did you take it? Brings me back to the little things that are so important to moving us closer and into a stronger relationship with Christ each day.
My good Christian friend Katie Pritchett Crawford and I had a conversation yesterday evening about a bunch of different things, but one thing she reminded me of what that when we read and study scripture it is not possible to understand everything. It is not our job to think we do or can know and understand everything Heck if that was the case would we need a God? She's one of my go to Christians. She is one of the many blessings I thank God for giving me. I don't know where I'd be without her. I know when I'm struggling with a belief she can give me guidance, when I just need prayer, she is one of my warriors. Sometimes I just need to hear her say "Hey bats" and that makes everything ok. Looking back, I think we were meant to "grow" together. Of course God knew what he was doing, but having her in my life now just means more to me that I could have imagined.
So I'm going on to read the scriptures for today...I love the Psalms, mainly (and I hate to admit it) because they remind of all the songs and responsorials (Psalms) we'd sing in church when we were kids. Lord make me know your ways. Teach me your paths and guide me in the way of your truth, for you are God my Savior." Psalm 25:4-5
The gospel of Matthew today is the story about forgiving not just 7 times, but 7 x 7 times. Matthew 18:35 says "So will my heavenly Father do to you, unless each of you forgives his brother from the heart." Forgiveness is not something that is done easily, in fact I think it may the hardest thing to do, it takes time and strength. I believe very few people are able to truly forgive someone who has trespassed against them.
I finish off with more words from Matthew's gospel - yet another reminder of what we are on this earth to do. Chapter 5:19 "Therefore, whoever breaks on of the least of these commandments and teaches others to do so will be called least in the kingdom of heaven. But whoever obeys and teaches these commandments will be called greatest in the kingdom of heaven."
Well duh...really now? Why can't we just trust Him will all that we have? I guess it's just as easy to forgive our enemies isn't it?
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
3 for 1 sale...
I hope that got your attention. I know for me it would, but I just mean that you're getting three devotions for 1 today, as I'm a bit behind. I had a really rough and exhausting two days at work (worked late each day) and all I really want to do right now is rest/relax. But I'll spend some time with the Lord and his word and then I'll go for a run to relieve the stress.
First devotion talks about the prodigal son and that terrible sin of envy...which I think for a few moments I may have felt briefly but was reminded that the difference between envy and jelousy is the fact that with envy, you wish that someone be without that thing that you wish to have, not just the wishing you had it as well. So for Saturday we just ask Lord, root out all traces of envy in my heart. I need to say this over and over today.
Yesterday's devotion talks about habits and how it takes about three weeks to break a habit and Wednesday will mark three weeks of Lent already. I only wish this habit of reading the scripture and dwelling on the words got easier. It's not so much the actual devotion that is difficult more so finding the time to sit quietly with the scriptures and write about how I feel about them or what they mean to me.
"Lord you have the words of everlasting life." Remember that response? That's from Psalm 19:8-10 it's part of the readings for Sunday. I remember this from Sunday also 1 Corinthians 1:25 - For the foolishness of God is wiser than human wisdom and the weakness of God is stronger than human strength." If we applied that thought to all of our feelings, talents or emotions, imagine the possibilities that exist if we place our trust in the Lord. What a brilliant being He is for and what truth He will bring to His plan for our lives.
Lord in my spirit give me a glimpse of heaven. Today's devotion was short. We're almost to the half way point in lent. it's funny sort of because I had a strong urge to have a soft drink on Sunday (which isn't counted in the 40 days of Lent, but I've never really been one to "cheat" on those days. So I just smelled Carey's Dr. Pepper and had a glass of wine instead. Today was a rough day at work and when I finally was able to go to lunch around 1:30 i very much wanted to get a fountain drink from chic-fil-a...i could just taste it as I asked for lemonade but that didn't hit the spot like a Coke I know would have. I offered up this small sacrifice. I wanted to show my commitment to this journey I've decided to take.
I hope it helps me to be stronger in my faith and relationship, as it helps me grown stronger in breaking this habit of drinking empty sugar filled calories everyday. It will lead me to a healthier me. A stronger me and so when and if I do have a soft drink it will be a definite treat, much like a good glass of wine is. So today we are to dwell on thoughts of heaven and living eternity in heaven where there is no worry, no fights, no stress, only peace and happiness and God's abundant love forever and ever. AMEN.
First devotion talks about the prodigal son and that terrible sin of envy...which I think for a few moments I may have felt briefly but was reminded that the difference between envy and jelousy is the fact that with envy, you wish that someone be without that thing that you wish to have, not just the wishing you had it as well. So for Saturday we just ask Lord, root out all traces of envy in my heart. I need to say this over and over today.
Yesterday's devotion talks about habits and how it takes about three weeks to break a habit and Wednesday will mark three weeks of Lent already. I only wish this habit of reading the scripture and dwelling on the words got easier. It's not so much the actual devotion that is difficult more so finding the time to sit quietly with the scriptures and write about how I feel about them or what they mean to me.
"Lord you have the words of everlasting life." Remember that response? That's from Psalm 19:8-10 it's part of the readings for Sunday. I remember this from Sunday also 1 Corinthians 1:25 - For the foolishness of God is wiser than human wisdom and the weakness of God is stronger than human strength." If we applied that thought to all of our feelings, talents or emotions, imagine the possibilities that exist if we place our trust in the Lord. What a brilliant being He is for and what truth He will bring to His plan for our lives.
Lord in my spirit give me a glimpse of heaven. Today's devotion was short. We're almost to the half way point in lent. it's funny sort of because I had a strong urge to have a soft drink on Sunday (which isn't counted in the 40 days of Lent, but I've never really been one to "cheat" on those days. So I just smelled Carey's Dr. Pepper and had a glass of wine instead. Today was a rough day at work and when I finally was able to go to lunch around 1:30 i very much wanted to get a fountain drink from chic-fil-a...i could just taste it as I asked for lemonade but that didn't hit the spot like a Coke I know would have. I offered up this small sacrifice. I wanted to show my commitment to this journey I've decided to take.
I hope it helps me to be stronger in my faith and relationship, as it helps me grown stronger in breaking this habit of drinking empty sugar filled calories everyday. It will lead me to a healthier me. A stronger me and so when and if I do have a soft drink it will be a definite treat, much like a good glass of wine is. So today we are to dwell on thoughts of heaven and living eternity in heaven where there is no worry, no fights, no stress, only peace and happiness and God's abundant love forever and ever. AMEN.
Monday, March 12, 2012
Rest in Peace Brandi
Brandi Chaney was the bar tender at Bink's, when Carey and I first started dating. She was a doll, I liked her. I wouldn't say I got to know her well, but I knew her. She friend requested me on facebook, we chatted occasionally when she was in town (after she moved to Tennessee with her boyfriend Rhett). Regardless of the details her life ended too soon. Started with what they thought, I believe, was ovarian cancer, then a brain tumor and down hill after that. I'm so sad for her family, but she was suffering and hurting here on earth and now, well there is no more suffering! AMEN.
Yesterday went downhill after I wrote that. We went to Chad's for dinner, I rested on the couch...just as the Lord said - on the Sabbath we shall rest. We rested...so much so that the storm kept Pedro up all night and I didn't sleep. It was like I was up all night with a cranky baby. I felt like poop today.
Finally got a chance to read Brandi's Caring Bridge site. Makes me sad, makes me cry, makes me feel selfish. Gives the title of this blog an entirely different meaning. Did I spend this one day doing the things that are important? Granted I have done the "required" daily devotion in a few days, but today I'm re-thinking my "life" aka the day. I worked late today and ate at work, so when I got home I was already an hour behind schedule...if there was one. It's 9:49 and I've spent only a few minutes with Carey who is already in bed. I did get on the treadmill while I caught up on some DVRd TV shows, to save spending even more time away from Carey. I truly cherish every minute I get to be with him even if we sit silently doing our own things in the same room.
It's the season finale of the stupid Bachelor...which for whatever reason I cannot get enough of. I don't think I ever will. I wish I could...I'm sure there are more important things to do with my time. I need to see my nephews...I miss them. There isn't enough time in the day to do everything I want to. Just another day of rambling on...I love Carey. I think I'll go just be with him. :) I'll say some extra prayers for Brandi's family but I know they will be comforted. God has called one of His children home, He will be there for Brandi's family, I know that. I hope they do too, I can't imagine what they are going through. I can't even begin to imagine, as I'm not a mother. I can't imagine losing my brother or my father or anything. I also pray for Shawn and Sherri Campanile. I can't imagine losing my dad suddenly either. I am glad I got to spend some time with Dad, Maw Maw and Mom. I don't want to even think about what I'll do when they are gone.
Saturday, March 10, 2012
It really is the little things
I know my entries can sometimes be a bit scattered and random, but hey, it gives you a bit of insight into this crazy mind of mine. I read the readings and gospel for today and nothing really stood out in my mind. What did hit me was the reflection. The verse at the top says:
Matthew 21:43 "Therefore, I say to you, the kingdom of God will be taken away from you and given to a people that will produce its fruit."
Matthew was talking to some directly. If it it's me, I'm not sure how to take this. It's a warning, I know that much. The reflection reminds us to remember the things "we've failed to do" (from the penitential rite). And although we all know that the list of those things can be quite long, God's list of the ways He loves us is longer. His love, it says, is a whisper. So our good deeds don't have to be SUPER grand or extravagant, but we have to remember to do the little things with quiet love: check on our elderly (and no Mom and Dad, I don't mean that you are elderly) parents, be patient with our spouse, or think before we speak. I'm the first person to admit that when Carey is joking with me I can take him seriously and get upset and even angry...which turns me into this hateful, evil woman or if I'm in a hurry to get somewhere, I can be just the ugliest most defensive driver you've ever seen. Why is that? Why do we let those little things get to us? Why do we let the devil have the pleasure of seeing us that way. It's in those moments that we must immediately say - Jesus is Lord and apologize, ask for grace and do our best to not do that again.
The countless little acts of love we do each day, keep the devil away. - yeah...I like that idea.
Matthew 21:43 "Therefore, I say to you, the kingdom of God will be taken away from you and given to a people that will produce its fruit."
Matthew was talking to some directly. If it it's me, I'm not sure how to take this. It's a warning, I know that much. The reflection reminds us to remember the things "we've failed to do" (from the penitential rite). And although we all know that the list of those things can be quite long, God's list of the ways He loves us is longer. His love, it says, is a whisper. So our good deeds don't have to be SUPER grand or extravagant, but we have to remember to do the little things with quiet love: check on our elderly (and no Mom and Dad, I don't mean that you are elderly) parents, be patient with our spouse, or think before we speak. I'm the first person to admit that when Carey is joking with me I can take him seriously and get upset and even angry...which turns me into this hateful, evil woman or if I'm in a hurry to get somewhere, I can be just the ugliest most defensive driver you've ever seen. Why is that? Why do we let those little things get to us? Why do we let the devil have the pleasure of seeing us that way. It's in those moments that we must immediately say - Jesus is Lord and apologize, ask for grace and do our best to not do that again.
The countless little acts of love we do each day, keep the devil away. - yeah...I like that idea.
Friday, March 9, 2012
Understanding Our Flaws
How appropriate since I'm writing yesterday's devotion and reading yesterday's scripture readings at 6:46 in the morning. It just means it's Friday and a ponytail and jeans day...I thank God for that. Jeremiah 17:10 the verse following what was listed today says "I, the Lord, alone probe the mind and test the heart." It's true, the Lord God is in control of our lives especially when we talk to Him and open up. So this is my flaw....not being on time with this blog, as I set out to do this Lenten season.
I had a conversation with a friend who is in her 40s and having her first child (she got married a little later than normal and it was her first marriage). Just wanted to check on this sweet woman to see how things were going, I can't wait to see this baby! Any way she mentioned whether or not we were preparing for our own, as everyone seems to do these days and I happily exclaimed, that we are, in our own way of course and then very clearly she reminded me (as if I needed reminding) "Well girl, God's time is not always our time." True words, and I am proof that this is true. I've seen it happen in my own life with jobs, boyfriends, Carey, this house...the list is endless. The end result has always been what is best for me and God knows what that is. I just keep trusting in him. Just as I know he'll take care of all my pregnant friends and give them safe pregnancies and easy smooth deliveries. That is only one of the many things on my prayer list. I pray for the conversion of a few hearts (many hearts really) and the continued health and wealth of my family and friends. I have to add that Danielle and Doni find a house soon, I know Doni is stressed with the new baby and a new mortgage to come, but I know they'll be fine. Danielle and I have had numerous conversations about "things just working out" because we both know the Lord protects and cares for us. Jeremiah 17:7 Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, whose hope is the Lord. That Jeremiah was one smart cookie, don't you think?
When you open my Bible to the first book of Psalms (first reading for today) and it's covered in stars and text is underlined, I have to be honest in saying that I can't remember the last time I did this, but. There are little markings to the verses that really touch me. I do know that I made these marks a long time ago. Psalm 1:1-4 "Happy those who do not follow the counsel of the wicked, Nor go the way of sinners, nor sit in the company with scoffers. Rather, the law of the Lord is their joy; God's law they study day and night,. They are like a tree planted near streams of water, the yields its fruit in season; It leaves never wither; whatever they do prospers. But not the wicked, they are like chaff driven by the wind." IDK what chaff is, gonna look that one up - now. It's the protected covering of the seeds. duh. ha.
The gospel today was the story of Lazarus and the rich man, one I think most Christians know well. It's the simplest idea really, if we don't do our best and our Godly works here on earth, do we really think we'll get the same in return from others and from God in the afterlife?
I had lunch with a friend yesterday and he mentioned something similar in saying that what makes us think that if we don't do God's will here on earth, God will be generous when we're before him in heaven. We've got to think of that when we act...we have to think before we act always. It's just so easy to be negative and bad isn't it?
It's why I thank God every morning for all the many blessings and ask for help to get through the day as well as be diligent in my work. I can't do it without you Lord, I say. The good news is even when I don't say it to him, he hears me, b/c he knows my heart. I just have to hope and trust that my wishes are His wishes for me, but then again, do the birds worry that they will be fed? NOPE.
I had a conversation with a friend who is in her 40s and having her first child (she got married a little later than normal and it was her first marriage). Just wanted to check on this sweet woman to see how things were going, I can't wait to see this baby! Any way she mentioned whether or not we were preparing for our own, as everyone seems to do these days and I happily exclaimed, that we are, in our own way of course and then very clearly she reminded me (as if I needed reminding) "Well girl, God's time is not always our time." True words, and I am proof that this is true. I've seen it happen in my own life with jobs, boyfriends, Carey, this house...the list is endless. The end result has always been what is best for me and God knows what that is. I just keep trusting in him. Just as I know he'll take care of all my pregnant friends and give them safe pregnancies and easy smooth deliveries. That is only one of the many things on my prayer list. I pray for the conversion of a few hearts (many hearts really) and the continued health and wealth of my family and friends. I have to add that Danielle and Doni find a house soon, I know Doni is stressed with the new baby and a new mortgage to come, but I know they'll be fine. Danielle and I have had numerous conversations about "things just working out" because we both know the Lord protects and cares for us. Jeremiah 17:7 Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, whose hope is the Lord. That Jeremiah was one smart cookie, don't you think?
When you open my Bible to the first book of Psalms (first reading for today) and it's covered in stars and text is underlined, I have to be honest in saying that I can't remember the last time I did this, but. There are little markings to the verses that really touch me. I do know that I made these marks a long time ago. Psalm 1:1-4 "Happy those who do not follow the counsel of the wicked, Nor go the way of sinners, nor sit in the company with scoffers. Rather, the law of the Lord is their joy; God's law they study day and night,. They are like a tree planted near streams of water, the yields its fruit in season; It leaves never wither; whatever they do prospers. But not the wicked, they are like chaff driven by the wind." IDK what chaff is, gonna look that one up - now. It's the protected covering of the seeds. duh. ha.
The gospel today was the story of Lazarus and the rich man, one I think most Christians know well. It's the simplest idea really, if we don't do our best and our Godly works here on earth, do we really think we'll get the same in return from others and from God in the afterlife?
I had lunch with a friend yesterday and he mentioned something similar in saying that what makes us think that if we don't do God's will here on earth, God will be generous when we're before him in heaven. We've got to think of that when we act...we have to think before we act always. It's just so easy to be negative and bad isn't it?
It's why I thank God every morning for all the many blessings and ask for help to get through the day as well as be diligent in my work. I can't do it without you Lord, I say. The good news is even when I don't say it to him, he hears me, b/c he knows my heart. I just have to hope and trust that my wishes are His wishes for me, but then again, do the birds worry that they will be fed? NOPE.
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Sinners can be Winners
I'm going to start typing before I even title this one...maybe I'm distracted. ok so I did it. Sinners can be winners. Corny I know, but the devotion touched on the idea that even though we sometimes think we can't do things b/c of our sinful ways, because people may call us hypocrites, it reminded me that Christ chose sinners. God wants work through us regardless of what we've done.
This is just another reminder that we need not be silent about our faith...open up to everyone and anyone b/c we can really do all things through Christ...he strengthened us.
This is just another reminder that we need not be silent about our faith...open up to everyone and anyone b/c we can really do all things through Christ...he strengthened us.
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Son of a Preacher Man....
The theme today is Practice what you Preach and I was trying to think of song with Preacher, but that one and Papa Don't Preach were the only two I couldn't think of and neither are appropriate, but I'm lacking in creativity tonight. In fact it's almost 11pm and I'm yet to read today's readings or "devote" to anything except the Bachelor, the Biggest Loser and Ellen. Sad life I lead I know. But let me explain: I left work late, went to the shooting range with the Wallers and my cutie patootie husband, then I stopped by Seth and Kim's house b/c she made a salad (i gave her the ingredients - lettuce, goat cheese, almonds and strawberries with a raspberry vinergrette YUMMY) so I went grab some grub and then came home got on the treadmill while I watched TV. Now it's time for bed and I've yet to "see" my husband.
Now on to the real stuff, or a brief version...I have to get better about my time, don't I?
Preaching what we Practice - if we are talking about me that would make for a great reality tv show wouldn't you think? Oh the drama. At least I think I'm a bit dramatic, loud, obnoxious...flirty and talkative.
Matthew 23:3 says "they preach but they do not practice." Practice makes perfect doesn't it. Makes me really think about the strength of my faith. I'm definitely not ashamed to say I know Christ and it does hurt me to think that some people do not know him. That is actually scary. I just hate that for them. It would be negative and non compassionate if I didn't feel something for them. Remind me to read 1 Peter 3:15. I'm not even devoted to this tonight...I have to watch SMASH. Another one of my addictions. I think, well I continue to think, that I'm going to give up TV one year for Lent, I know I keep saying...all talk that's what that is.
I'll have to finish this in the morning...i'm too distracted. Guess I'm not practicing what I preach huh? He died for me and I can't even devote a few minutes....I'll do it now. I just guilted myself into it.
This devotion instructed me to extend the invitation, say something...step outside self doubt and let the Holy Spirit work through you. So is it the same to practice what you preach and preach what you practice? That a devotion for an entirely different day, but it's definitely something to ponder.
Now on to the real stuff, or a brief version...I have to get better about my time, don't I?
Preaching what we Practice - if we are talking about me that would make for a great reality tv show wouldn't you think? Oh the drama. At least I think I'm a bit dramatic, loud, obnoxious...flirty and talkative.
Matthew 23:3 says "they preach but they do not practice." Practice makes perfect doesn't it. Makes me really think about the strength of my faith. I'm definitely not ashamed to say I know Christ and it does hurt me to think that some people do not know him. That is actually scary. I just hate that for them. It would be negative and non compassionate if I didn't feel something for them. Remind me to read 1 Peter 3:15. I'm not even devoted to this tonight...I have to watch SMASH. Another one of my addictions. I think, well I continue to think, that I'm going to give up TV one year for Lent, I know I keep saying...all talk that's what that is.
I'll have to finish this in the morning...i'm too distracted. Guess I'm not practicing what I preach huh? He died for me and I can't even devote a few minutes....I'll do it now. I just guilted myself into it.
This devotion instructed me to extend the invitation, say something...step outside self doubt and let the Holy Spirit work through you. So is it the same to practice what you preach and preach what you practice? That a devotion for an entirely different day, but it's definitely something to ponder.
Monday, March 5, 2012
Into our Laps
Abundantly it is poured into our lap. It can be anything, you know how things happen in threes? Well that is abundance. Today was a rough day. It was busy and rushed and I didn't have much time to sit and ponder anything...the day, tomorrow, my work, nada. I wish I would have taken a small break today to ask the Lord for a bit of a push, a little guidance to ease the stresses of the day. I didn't "give" any of my time to Him. I didn't "give" him the opportunity to take the struggle (a small one no doubt) away from me. I didn't get home and settled until almost 8:30 tonight and to give up playing on my phone took effort. I didn't want to give this time to devotion and reading my bible even though I know the read the readings and gospel for today would only take a minute. I just didn't want to do it. It's 10pm and I have to take a bath. Where has the day gone? It is in giving that we receive so it's my hope that in giving of this time, even though some times rushed, I will see the fruits of the labor and maybe, just maybe someone will be touched by my words as I spread God's word to the masses (or whomever will read/listen).
Luke 6:39 " Give and gifts will be given to you, a good measure, packed together shaken down and overflowing, will be poured into your lap. For the measure with which you measure will in return be measured out to you.
Growing up we didn't have a lot of money. We had a lot of nice things, don't get me wrong, but I did without a good bit and I worked from the age of 13 on to present day. One thing my Mom always taught me about giving our offering on Sunday was that as long as we gave, we'd never do without. I'm honored to say that Carey and I give more than I thought possible, and in all honesty I think we can give more. It's true, as we continue to give what we can, we seem to move forward in life with more. God always provides for us and continues to drop good things "into our laps" sometime I do wonder why and wonder what have we done to make the Lord so proud of us, but think I just think, we're his children....he is a Father that likes to spoil the children that love Him. As we continue to "give" we will also continue to receive: His blessings, His grace, His mercy and the joy that will come in the morning that he also gives us!
AMEN.
Sunday, March 4, 2012
I wonder who can be against me?
Just as Peter, James and John wondered what "rising from the dead" meant, in Matthew 9:2-10, I wonder if I'm making the right decisions, if I'm doing the right things as a Christian in my daily life. Sundays (and on a rare occasion Saturdays) I devote 1 measly hour for my Lord. What am I doing the 167 or so hours during the rest of the week to show that I heard the word on Sunday, that I received the graces from the Eucharist and the wine? I'm I doing the right things to get to heaven? I am curious to know what the return home for Peter, James and John was like...what thoughts about "rising from the dead" were going through their minds. I know how things that can get blown out of proportion, but I am interesting in knowing if they just trusted Jesus. I am not a Bible scholar by any means, heck I feel guilty for saying that I only devote a few minutes a day to reading scripture and then it's usually during Lent only. Maybe this year will be the year that I read the most eye opening and sometimes draw dropping book ever written. Some stories read like a day time soap opera...and there is so much promise for our future in it, it's a shame that we all don't read it enough...me definitely included in that WE. It would be constant and daily confirmation that good things are in store for us if we listen to God.
I know that I often times disappoint the Lord, heck, probably more times that not. I know that I make "excuses" for the things I've done, but I have to open up and ask or explain, only to God, what I'm doing it for. It's not important to have anyone see me do things, God knows why I do them...I do them for God. Some one told me the other day, when discussing our Lenten observance of not eating meat on Friday, that the fact that they ate meat on Friday wasn't going to keep them from getting into heaven. True, point heard. It got me to thinking about why I fast on Fridays. Do I do it to "get into heaven?" No of course night. For me it's just another opportunity to "suffer" (a tiny bit) for the Lord. We've become so spoiled today especially with technology and an abundance of things that give us instant gratification, but it's just s small way to show the Lord that I love Him.
I was thinking today, well not just today but in general while watching the Ellen show about how blessed I am. People write in to her show, telling their stories, telling her how they are struggling to make ends meet or suffering different things. I tried to think of what, if anything, I could write into Ellen about. The only thing that came to mind was the idea that someone I know deserves something special. Unfortunately most of the people I know deserve things of course but they are equally blessed to have so much. So again I thank God for all that I have and all that I am. I watched a clip from the Ellen show today about a girl who could hear her children and husband snore for the first time and it was so touching. Her mother-in-law cashed in her retirement or part of to buy some sort of implant to help her hear. $30,000 per ear. Well Ellen got the company to donate it to her and paid her Mom back...here it is.
I'm so grateful to be able to sit outside and type this blog on my laptop computer, sit out on my patio furniture with my dog and listen to loud trucks pass by (that I normally complain about), birds singin, leaves rustling and crickets chirping. Thank you Lord that I can hear. Thank you Lord that I am strong enough to think and type and be here in my beautiful home. Thank you for allowing me to have a job so that I can afford these things and Yes, I pray for an even better one to come along one day that pays more, but for now I'm so grateful that I have so very much.
I am blessed...I am blessed, when I rise up in the morning, when I lay my head to rest. I hear you near me. You soothe me when I'm weary, oh Lord, for all the worst and all the best - I oh I, I'm blessed.
Amen, Amen and AMEN.
One of the other readings today was "if God is for us then who can be against us?" IF that can't get you through the day, well then I'm not sure what can...so if you're struggling, just remind yourself of Romans 8:31. Chris Tomlin says it best - (saw a video of behind the scenes stuff and his band guy is playing a cajon drum like Carey plays...if only Carey could/would play worship music at church, that would be a great idea. ;)
I know that I often times disappoint the Lord, heck, probably more times that not. I know that I make "excuses" for the things I've done, but I have to open up and ask or explain, only to God, what I'm doing it for. It's not important to have anyone see me do things, God knows why I do them...I do them for God. Some one told me the other day, when discussing our Lenten observance of not eating meat on Friday, that the fact that they ate meat on Friday wasn't going to keep them from getting into heaven. True, point heard. It got me to thinking about why I fast on Fridays. Do I do it to "get into heaven?" No of course night. For me it's just another opportunity to "suffer" (a tiny bit) for the Lord. We've become so spoiled today especially with technology and an abundance of things that give us instant gratification, but it's just s small way to show the Lord that I love Him.
I was thinking today, well not just today but in general while watching the Ellen show about how blessed I am. People write in to her show, telling their stories, telling her how they are struggling to make ends meet or suffering different things. I tried to think of what, if anything, I could write into Ellen about. The only thing that came to mind was the idea that someone I know deserves something special. Unfortunately most of the people I know deserve things of course but they are equally blessed to have so much. So again I thank God for all that I have and all that I am. I watched a clip from the Ellen show today about a girl who could hear her children and husband snore for the first time and it was so touching. Her mother-in-law cashed in her retirement or part of to buy some sort of implant to help her hear. $30,000 per ear. Well Ellen got the company to donate it to her and paid her Mom back...here it is.
I'm so grateful to be able to sit outside and type this blog on my laptop computer, sit out on my patio furniture with my dog and listen to loud trucks pass by (that I normally complain about), birds singin, leaves rustling and crickets chirping. Thank you Lord that I can hear. Thank you Lord that I am strong enough to think and type and be here in my beautiful home. Thank you for allowing me to have a job so that I can afford these things and Yes, I pray for an even better one to come along one day that pays more, but for now I'm so grateful that I have so very much.
Amen, Amen and AMEN.
One of the other readings today was "if God is for us then who can be against us?" IF that can't get you through the day, well then I'm not sure what can...so if you're struggling, just remind yourself of Romans 8:31. Chris Tomlin says it best - (saw a video of behind the scenes stuff and his band guy is playing a cajon drum like Carey plays...if only Carey could/would play worship music at church, that would be a great idea. ;)
Saturday, March 3, 2012
Be perfect.
I know, I know. We can't be perfect. Matthew 5:48 Be perfect, just as your heavenly Father is perfect.
What does that mean? He knows that we can be perfect. He knows that we are destined to sin...Adam and Eve laid that out for us. The devotion got me thinking though, he commands us here to be perfect like our Heavenly Father, he wants us to repent and work towards perfection, growing closer to him each day we're here on Earth so that when we do reach the gates of heaven we don't have to wait very long. We may not be perfect but we can strive for it each day. God's mercy is there, it's available for us each and everyday so we have to start today working towards what God has commanded us. Getting somewhere starts with a first step right?
Seems to be a recurrent theme, we sin, God forgives, we pray, God hears. How do we go about changing that statement? What things do we need to do differently each day? Perhaps that is a conversation we should have with our Lord?
In fact, I think I'll get ready for mass and go have one this evening. Blessings...
Romans 3:22-25 "the righteousness of God through faith in Jesus Christ for all who believe...For there is no distinction; all have sinned and are deprived of the glory of God. They are justified freely by his grace through the redemption in Christ Jesus, whom God set forth as an expiation, through faith, hi his blood to prove his righteousness because of the forgiveness of sins.
Romans 5:8 "But God proves his love for us in that while we were sinners, Christ died for us."
What does that mean? He knows that we can be perfect. He knows that we are destined to sin...Adam and Eve laid that out for us. The devotion got me thinking though, he commands us here to be perfect like our Heavenly Father, he wants us to repent and work towards perfection, growing closer to him each day we're here on Earth so that when we do reach the gates of heaven we don't have to wait very long. We may not be perfect but we can strive for it each day. God's mercy is there, it's available for us each and everyday so we have to start today working towards what God has commanded us. Getting somewhere starts with a first step right?
Seems to be a recurrent theme, we sin, God forgives, we pray, God hears. How do we go about changing that statement? What things do we need to do differently each day? Perhaps that is a conversation we should have with our Lord?
In fact, I think I'll get ready for mass and go have one this evening. Blessings...
Romans 3:22-25 "the righteousness of God through faith in Jesus Christ for all who believe...For there is no distinction; all have sinned and are deprived of the glory of God. They are justified freely by his grace through the redemption in Christ Jesus, whom God set forth as an expiation, through faith, hi his blood to prove his righteousness because of the forgiveness of sins.
Romans 5:8 "But God proves his love for us in that while we were sinners, Christ died for us."
Friday, March 2, 2012
Morning Will Come...are you sure?
If the idea that morning will come makes you nervous...well you're not trusting in the Lord. He knows we struggle, He walked this earth like we do. He suffered like we do (even greater than us) so He knows what we are going through. Our redeemer is there to make us new again. He will provide the grace we need exactly when we need it. He's that good and he's that good to us. That's why he doesn't need the extra O (good, minus one o =) God! :) It's why He's called God and not just good! hee hee
We cannot overcome sin alone. It's true. We have to stand strong and withstand temptation...yes it's easy to write that...it's easy to say, but when those things that tempt us look so good or make us "feel good" it's more than difficult to say no. This is when we ask for assistance. Trusting in our faith that the Lord hears our cries for help is so important. When it comes to sin, it's a battle we are destined to fight. We just have to ask ourselves if it's worth it and if it will bring about a new day? Will it make tomorrow better? Will I look back and say "wow I'm so glad that happened?" Probably not. Morning will come, but will welcome it with regret or will we welcome it with eyes on the prize of eternal life with Christ. We shouldn't listen to the devil, duh. He won't be there in the end to pick up the pieces, he won't be there with open arms...that we know for sure. We can't trust him. He knows our weaknesses just as the Lord does, but unlike satan, our Lord is almighty and forgiving. "Oh now I come to you, with open arms, nothing to hide, believe what I say. So here I am, with open arms, hoping you'll see what you're love means to me, open arms."
Whatever it's Journey - I know. but it's what I thought of when I said open arms. Although the other verses aren't necessarily appropriate for this topic, the bridge or chorus or whatever it's called fit just fine. He wants our love too!
We cannot overcome sin alone. It's true. We have to stand strong and withstand temptation...yes it's easy to write that...it's easy to say, but when those things that tempt us look so good or make us "feel good" it's more than difficult to say no. This is when we ask for assistance. Trusting in our faith that the Lord hears our cries for help is so important. When it comes to sin, it's a battle we are destined to fight. We just have to ask ourselves if it's worth it and if it will bring about a new day? Will it make tomorrow better? Will I look back and say "wow I'm so glad that happened?" Probably not. Morning will come, but will welcome it with regret or will we welcome it with eyes on the prize of eternal life with Christ. We shouldn't listen to the devil, duh. He won't be there in the end to pick up the pieces, he won't be there with open arms...that we know for sure. We can't trust him. He knows our weaknesses just as the Lord does, but unlike satan, our Lord is almighty and forgiving. "Oh now I come to you, with open arms, nothing to hide, believe what I say. So here I am, with open arms, hoping you'll see what you're love means to me, open arms."
Whatever it's Journey - I know. but it's what I thought of when I said open arms. Although the other verses aren't necessarily appropriate for this topic, the bridge or chorus or whatever it's called fit just fine. He wants our love too!
Thursday, March 1, 2012
Everyone who asks....receives.
It may be a simple one, but I asked for something and I got it. In fact, looking back, it's happened a number of times. When I asked and didn't receive the outcome of the situation was far greater than I could haven imagined, but the truth is that God knew. I tell my "kids" often that they should be specific when they pray. Why not? God already knows what's on our hearts so we may as well verbalize it right?
Matthew 7:7 "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find, knock and the door will be opened to you.
Enough said right? The verses go on to say that God protects us, we should not be worried about things, but repent when we sin and turn back to him. His right hand is there, guiding us, guarding us....giving us unconditional love and support.
Some really good news may come tomorrow...it will be proof that God loves us. Tonight we'll just be thankful, as usual!
Healing a Broken Spirit..
I'm broken, or well my spirit is broken, simply because I didn't take time yesterday to relax and spend time with the Lord. That is not to say that I didn't talk to the Lord at all yesterday b/c trust me I did, it's just I didn't do my devotion time as I had promised myself I would each day. I said I'd wake up early and that didn't happen either. I did wake up earlier than normal, but not early enough to really spend time with the scripture.
Ironically the scripture and devotion talks about our broken spirits and how God wants to take those from us to give us new, clean ones. Here I am feeling guilty for not taking that time with the Lord yesterday, but I knew at 11 o'clock that I wouldn't focus and be still in the word, much like I'm rushing now b/c I have to go to work. I don't even have to read the verses from yesterday b/c I heard them on my way to work. I heard "create in me, a clean heart oh Lord, in your wisdom keep me safe" he doesn't want us to give him a "burnt offering" he wants our spirit so he can cleanse it.
Just another promise from Him. How many will He have to give us for us to really believe Him?
Ironically the scripture and devotion talks about our broken spirits and how God wants to take those from us to give us new, clean ones. Here I am feeling guilty for not taking that time with the Lord yesterday, but I knew at 11 o'clock that I wouldn't focus and be still in the word, much like I'm rushing now b/c I have to go to work. I don't even have to read the verses from yesterday b/c I heard them on my way to work. I heard "create in me, a clean heart oh Lord, in your wisdom keep me safe" he doesn't want us to give him a "burnt offering" he wants our spirit so he can cleanse it.
Just another promise from Him. How many will He have to give us for us to really believe Him?
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