I'm not sure when it started but if I have to go to the "ladies room" even if only a little, and I sneeze, cough, or laugh too hard, yes, you guessed it - I pee on myself. Sometimes it's a drip and sometimes I'm oh so thankful that i wore a very large sanitary natpkin that day. Since I've had an upper respiratory infection this week along with almost having bronchitis, I have coughed and had extensive amount of "accidents" this week. Hell I've changed my undies three times already in the last 15 hours. Maybe a little too much information but I'm watching my baby girl play on the floor and have to run to the bathroom to take care of things and I think...this really is the life.
Maybe I don't have EVERYTHING I've ever wanted, but I mean who in the world really does?
Da-Da - everything is Da-Da and that is all I need. She is everything, she's part of me and part of Carey and although I wish Carey and I could run off to Italy (it's my dream) I can't imagine looking down and not seeing Claire's beautiful blue eyes looking at me and her saying "Da-da."
I've been experiencing a few struggles, nothing that I can't get through, just comes with the life I guess. Right now I just wish I could get that credit card paid off. It's been a few months and it's still a lot higher than I would like. Not too bad, but it's there and so anything over $500 is too much. Really anything at all is just too much.
Carey is sleeping in of course. He asked me last night before he left to go play music and of course I had to remind him that every Saturday that is is off, I left him sleep late. Sleeping late for me is 8 o'clock.
As usual I got side tracked. What made me want to write today was last night while watching the movie Burlesque, I heard an old song by Mazzy Star. It literally brought me back to 1997, NLU, Slater hall and listening to that over and over because it's all Amber would play. It's amazing to look back and see how much things have changed in 20 years. And Yes it's almost been 20 years. WOW. Still friends with that all girl too. Miss her dearly and wish the crew could get together more often. Then again, this is life.
Still it's great.
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