I'm changing. I don't see the same person when I look in the mirror that I used to see. I went to Dillard's after work because they have their additional 40% off sale items sale going on right now. Well, lately when I have been shopping NOTHING fits and so I just get aggravated, which has turned me into a person who does not like to shop...YES, I said it. I do not like to shop anymore (except for socks, scarves, purses and thing that you don't need to try on) I'm not joking either. It just makes me realize that my body doesn't look the way I want it to. I went to get some new undies, I took about 15 pair into the dressing room, tried on about 7 and said "forget it" I cannot even begin to describe what it looked like :( sad, very very sad. Well I just got so discouraged, I stormed out of the store in the worst mood ever. Needless to say I came home, had a "light" soup for dinner (Carey isn't feeling well and he had soup too), watched American Idol and then as usual made myself get on the treadmill for at least 30 minutes...it feels good. I'm proud of myself. I still know that I have a long long way to go.
I did have a regular coke today and so therefore need to at least burn those 170 calories off. Looking forward to taking a longer bike ride tomorrow...may push for 6 miles instead of 5.
WHOO HOO, Austen 20 miles here I come.
First I'll take a warm bath...good night.
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