I'm a ninny. I'm not sure how you spell that but I'm one of them. I cry all the time for the most unemotional things. Watching Oprah and I'm just boo hooing. Then again this is really sad: I watched the Bachelor the other night and cried then too. I hear these stories about struggles in other peoples lives and realize how wonderful my life is and how I'm somewhat selfish to think that I want more.

I'm just so blessed. I'm even more blessed now than I was a week ago because my Dad is home and doing well. And yes I'm jealous. There is that one "something" that every person wants and knows someone else who has that something. It's just our nature to want more. I grew up without a lot of things that most children had, but at the same time I had a lot more than those on the opposite end of the spectrum.

I realize we didn't start of 2011 the way we had hoped, but that means it can only get better. I think this year is the year that Carey and I will have our first home together and maybe even start a family.

How exciting to think that this time next year I could be living in my own house (not a condo) and be a Mom.

Winter jam 2011 is coming to BR and it's a Christian Jazz Fest type music extravaganza and I'm super pumped about going.

Carey and I also started talking about going to Vegas. I learned that Joni and Marvin have also mentioned that they may go there soon too, I'm hoping we can coordinate something and go "together." That would be SOOO fun.